Kamis, 07 September 2006

Obnoxious Thinking

Thinking about what’s happening around me, I prevaricate my happiness and joyous mood and depart from being elated. I am confused. I am speechless. At what? Kya to ki! Kya maloom?

I am moved by what I read in the newspapers every morn. My mood changes. I used to be happy to read. Now I think twice. Why? I’m disturbed to read people’s sufferings, political mayhem, natural calamities, meaningless trivia, futile gossip (I’m choosing my words carefully), non-‘sportive’ sports, fatwa, dowry, rapes, extortions, XYZ scandals, XYZ scams, terrorist attacks, bombings, blasts, wars, N-weapons, deals, pacts, issues absolutely issueless, clueless political leaders, and what not shit! I’m disgusted. My day begins on an abhorrent note. All this is so very disturbing. So very sickening. I feel sick to the bottom of my ***. It’s so unwanted and unreasonable. I am far from ecstasy when I read all this.



Why are we all not humane? Why this oafish attitude of human against human? We are all of the same species. All on one single planet (out of 8, in our system). Then why this sickening drama? How would I benefit by bombing my fellow planet-mates and killing them? How would I benefit by killing fellow humans on the basis of religion, region, caste; more so, at times, for no reason?

How beautiful would a world be without indiscriminate killing, without inhuman deaths, atleast to the extent that we can help? The entire human race needs to come together, not through our political leaders, as they mean business; but through mutual help, understanding, and a peace loving attitude. I miss the serenity I used to enjoy as a child, maybe because I was oblivious to the happenings. But now, I cannot do away with these thoughts which disturb me and many like-minded people. I want to do something, but I’m handicapped alone. I can only dream of a tranquil world with beautiful-hearted people where there would be respect for every human being and the value of life and its offerings. I just fade away into these thoughts and wander exasperatingly if I should consider myself fortunate to be born on this planet! You may feel I think too much. Just can’t help!

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