Life Blues 3: I am dying

The same feeling every time. From wake up until going to bed, the same feeling haunts me. I feel as if the whole world has shut down its doors. I don't have anyone to share even my happiness. The lonely dark nights haunt me... Hunt me down to death.. I die every night..

I know I am not completely wrong. I know I have hurt her. I know. But my love isn't a lie. I truly love her. Then why does she not believe in me? These thoughts haunt me every moment.. I am dying every moment..

The days are dull. The clouds and the wind share an uncommon trend with me. They are moving on.. The wind doesn't wait for anyone. The sun is alone... They move, always. They keep moving. I can't. I am human. I am mortal. I have a heart. I am alone. I am dying.

I am dying to live again.. Please come back to me... Please..